Corrected Speech

I wrote another poem.
It's been awhile.
I wrote it last night at about 10:30.
I thought about not posting it. I still am. This might only be a draft. I think I want to though.
I hope you like it.
E-mail me your comments, or IM me.
Here ya' go:

She promised me in April.
She promised never again.

She breaks her promise.

In January, she's close to breaking.
I say, "Maria, please don't," in despair.

She doesn't.

She made a promise to him.
And she wants to keep this one.

How can she keep a promise tto him,
When she could not keep her word to me?

Her words kill me.

I wither in pain.
I know what to do.

I run and hide.
And go to sleep.

And my eyes start to build.

Wednesday. Best Worst Day Ever

Ah. Today was pretty ok. Well, it was mostly hell, but I'm okish now.
The Oscars come only closer and as a yearly tradition, we bet, and whoever wins gets a giftcard.
I tied with my dad one year.
And almost won last year. I was three points behind my mother.
I can't wait.
I'm voting anything Juno or Once.
Once will win all!
And, I need the money...
But, anyway, I finished an interesting book today, and am writing something for an English project.
I'm in heaven.
I wonder if everyone in heaven is this broke.

Love, Life, and The Big Fishbowl in the Sky

Ah, hello blog readers, friends, peers.
I could tell you a lot, in depth, and am.
Everyones fine, well, everyone but Leslie, who is up in God's big fishbowl or the devils or is now a bird (etc. etc.).
I'm dating, which is about where you all are in my relationship.
My friend situation, could be better.
I'm awaiting the Oscar's at this point and crossing my fingers that the writers stop striking, so we can have one. I can't wait to see if Falling Slowly won best song. Or if Juno won any of its. I hope them both well.
My cats high on something again (Whee... Cat Pot!).
I am awaiting my trip to Disney, and, I'm telling you, it's not comming fast enough. My life is awful right now, and, even if I'm only gone for a week, it'll be good to get away from everything.
I hope to finish After It by Wednesday, and I hope I do, though I am rather anxious about having an adult read it.
All in all, blog buddies, my day has been borderline.
Goodnight.

Leslie

My fish, Leslie, is dying.
He swims less and less everyday.
He is begining to float.
Most remeber when I got Lez.
I don't want my fish to die... not yet.

Docter

I hate the docter.

I got a shot, which sucked, but on top of that, I'm 4'9''.

4' freaking 9''. My docters even having a height doctor look at me. I dont know how sad this is, but I'm pretty pissed.

At this point, I'm good with anything. Growth hormones, or steriods.

Ciao

Saturday the 19th, Best Day Ever

I am complete.
Megan Esme has a boyfriend. Like, offically.
For more information, call or im me.
EEEE!!!

2nd Qaurter and Jack's B-day

Ok, can I say 3rd grade spelling sucks? Cause it does.
I "got" (meaning I sugessted my parents get it for my brother as his gag gift for Christmas when I had money and got it for his birthday) Jack "Are You Smarter then a 5th Grader" The Board Game. He wanted to prove he was smarter then me. He didn't.
He was stuck on 3rd grade forever.
And I got lucky (few bad 3rd grade spelling and 5th grade S. Studies I must admit. How am I supposed to know where the continental railroad started? *cough* Utah *cough*) and won.
Also, my last day of Creative Writing was today, and I am sad, though I'm keeping the few good things I wrote for help in the future (and Shakeshereain (?) allision (?).
So, yeah.
Send your "Happy B-day" Jack comments if you're so inclined.
Yeah.
'Night.

P. Runway Night

Kit left....
I loved Kit.
And her designs....
Damn I'm sad. Poor Kit. Evil Rami.

The New A.G. Movie

Kit. She has been an American Girl since I was seven or eight. I have the doll, I have the books, and she happens to be my favorite girl.

Well... until Hollywood got her.

Now Kit Kittredge (I think that's how you spell th last name) is a new movie comming out July 2008.

Kit is a girl who lives during the great depression and her dad loses her job and everything. A very tramatic story to read when you're seven-ten.

Now, American girl has made movies before. Three, acctully.

In 2004 they started it off with the Samantha movie. I loved it as eleven year old. (ok, I was forced down and watched it with my cousin, Mallory.) Samantha, for the guys who read my blog, is the American girl doll from the turn of the centrary and she looks at womens rights movements and when children still worked in factories and such.

Then, in 2005, American Girl had another TV speiceal on WB. Felicity (again, being forced to watch by my cousin.). One of the lesser known girls. She is a Pre-Revolutionary american (or, virginian).

2006, Molly came to be. Molly is the 40's girl. Dad goes off to war, houses Brittish girl in her house, all that good stuff. It aired on Disney Channel. I watched it in curiosity. It strayed off more from the book then Samantha did (Felicty I never read, so cannot say how bad it was.).

Now Kit comes out and I'm foresieeing the worst for it. I watched the preveiw (which will be on my video bar becase of my technoligy ignorance) and, I am appaled. Kit lived induring the Great Depression not many people had enough to get by, not to mention own cars. My big thing is that I watched the trailer and found, like, 8 things that weren't in the book.

I geuss, all in all, this post has no meaning of exsistance. I thought that American Girl was better then to let some Hollywood director mess with their book. Really, all this post was me ranting (I always rant) and me being bitter (which I probably am a lot) but, I geuss the fact that this movie is ruining the only childhood memory I even wish to remeber is killing me (and pissing me off).

Well, yeah. That's about all I can say.

Ok, so I'm not really sure why I care at all about this whole, "doesn't stick to the book" thing. Maybe I'm just bitter and ranting and probablly not making any sense (damn, and I just figured out that's exsactly what I'm doing.).

National TV Rocks!

I just watched a guy get dumped on national television.
It was beautiful.
All I have to say is:
Go Jen!

Sunday... yeah

Well, Ben came over.
We tried watching Harry Pooter until my DVD player stopped working. We tried to get it to work for twenty minutes. All in all it was funny.
But, yeah....
So, after it sucks, I'm not following the amazing race anymore because it was 2 much work.... yeah.
So... yeah. Bye now.

A Great and Terrible Beauty

God, last night I finnished the most depressing book ever.

It was written beautifully though. I could never reach that level in a million years.

Not that I'm saying my writing level isn't good enough as it is, I just rather have it get better.

But, anyway, after reading such great literature, all I could do was write. Good God, I wrote like a cat sleeps (about 18 hrs. a day by the way).

I have given up on my awful spelling.

And I have a date Sunday! EEEEEEEE!!!!!!

Ok, well, adios.

P.S. How cool is this? I just found out I can do it.... This is the color of my room now and if you look in the bottom left corner, that blue is the color it shall become.

Grades and Stuff

Well, ok, I'm making a political parties yup with 3 guys at school.
I wanted our party mascot to be a pheasant. No one went for it and it sounds like our mascot is going to be a butterfly from where we stand right now. I was my idea, but I think that mascot might be too girly for me.
I'm very liberal and I've got to tell you about a conversation me and my reactionary grandfather had. He was all, "We shouldn't let those damn communists take us over! It's all the communists fault (etc.)"
I told him I thought us Americans deserved to be taken over and that if our democracy was screwed up it was Bush's fault (my Grandfathers a Bush supporter.) I rather be a slave to a communist country then go the way we're heading. Maybe this isn't a Liberal view, but its a view, and it was fun to take my point up to my grandfather.
In other news, I'm no longer failing Spanish (yay!) and my grades will keep rising if I do ok in all the dialogues and the quiz. (I need 100% on everything to get to a new letter grade!)

Last Day of Break

I have girl scouts tomorrow. I can't wait.
My break was ok.
I got lost at the Walker (and got sick there!).
I did some work on After It.
I woke up this morning and decided I had died and gone to hell because something hit me.
School starts tomorrow.
Now, I'm leaving with sleepiness.
Good bye.

Alicia's Gone!!!!!!
Sweet P rules!!!!!

Happy New Years!

Well, My 1st post of 2008!
I had tons of people over tonight!
Beth, and Molly, Matt and Christian, Jevne and Claire, and Ben.
It was fun
We talked, trashed my room, and listened to Matt's ipod (not as torchurest as I thought it would be, some of it I knew and liked).
Now I should probably clean my room.... again.
Happy Bush goes out of office year! (again)