Hitting, Smashing
Time rolls on
Waiting Pulsing
Tick Tock Tick
Only some see me
As who I am
Few see the change in my emotion
Don't ask if I'm ok
cause I'm not
Ask what's wrong
because something is
And I'm alone
people see and do nothing
or there's ignorance aside
I am alone
I bulid my wall
Everyone sees it
but none can break through
!Scorro!
Help me!
No one hears my gurgled screams
I sink under
UNDER
UNDER
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Writing
It's time for creative writing week.
Here's my favorite achievement.
Here's my favorite achievement.
Writing
Over time I learned to get out all my problems through phrases and clauses. All the teens whose stories I drew had worse lives then I ever would. But I was still them. I was Margot Williams and Austin Careos. I was Margaret Smith-Yuko and Wren and Bat. Suddenly I turned into Beauty and Beau, Morning and Mai. Suddenly I became them instead of me.
I forgot Teddy
So back, back, back. Back to the reality that burns and cuts. Back to the reality that crushes and throws away the splinters that are all that is left of my bones.
I go to school and stay to learn and go home just to show my parents I'm ok. And then I'm Temma and Clarity. All my stories, all my words. Rush, split, ink.
At school when I need to go away I write poems. One, two buckle your shoe, or I'm writing lists of uselessness for later, names of character that will never be born, their stories never told.
Names.
Names of characters, names of friends, names that will stick forever:
Kathryn
Elizabeth
Goran
Kat
Guy
Megan
No, not Megan. No I think I'll be Teddy.
I forgot Teddy
So back, back, back. Back to the reality that burns and cuts. Back to the reality that crushes and throws away the splinters that are all that is left of my bones.
I go to school and stay to learn and go home just to show my parents I'm ok. And then I'm Temma and Clarity. All my stories, all my words. Rush, split, ink.
At school when I need to go away I write poems. One, two buckle your shoe, or I'm writing lists of uselessness for later, names of character that will never be born, their stories never told.
Names.
Names of characters, names of friends, names that will stick forever:
Kathryn
Elizabeth
Goran
Kat
Guy
Megan
No, not Megan. No I think I'll be Teddy.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Presidents
To humor my one comentee of the last post, I shall humor you with my top ten lists of both good and bad presidents.
Let's start with the bad:
1. Andrew Jackson: Illiterate. A was vetrain that just wasn't meant to be president.
2. Teddy Roosevelt: (which is funny cause we share the same nickname)
3. Bush Jr.: Need I say more?
4. Van Buren: After seeing the movie Amistad I've lost all respect for that man.
5. Andrew Johnson: the crappy choice after Lincoln. You'd think the Republican party would pick another REPUBLICAN for vice president. Apprently they weren't that smart.
6. Grant: great war hero, awful president. Just because you can win a war doesn't mean you can run a country.
7. Trumen: Ended WWII, but he loses points for droping the atomic bombs.
Ok, I don't have a full top ten, more of a top seven.
Now, the good.
1. McKinley: Had the coolest assassination, but since I can't totally go by that he did great ecenomic stuff for the country and apprently he was also a pretty decent guy.
2. William Henry Harrison: He died in 30 days! I feel kinda bad for him. He got nothing done.
3. FDR: Got the country through not only the great depression but also WWII while fighting polio in a wheelchair, that's pretty damn awsome.
4. Clinton: Made June national Gay Pride Month in 2000. That alone is worthy of applause.
5. John Quiency Adams: He had to live up to his name. Which is sad. I feel bad for him.
6. JFK: also assassinated, started NASA, helped cival rights
7. Woodrow Wilson: He makes the list for finally giving women their right to vote!
8.Jefferson: He had the right idea on the road to democracy.
9. Nixon: Helped improve relations with the U.S.S.R. in China. He made a pretty big mistake but he did really good things, too. I feel really bad for the guy.
10. Lincoln: He might be 10 but at least he made the list. I suppose stopping slavery gives him a step up and being president all through the cival war, but at the same time I have to wonder if he was really that great and not just made that way because he abolished slavery and got assassinated not too long after.
Well, thats all for this week. Go free speech! I am not debating any of my reasons for liking or dislikeing these people and do not care how or why your top 10 are better. This is my opinion which will probably change through the course of my U.S. history class. Thank you, come again ^^.
Let's start with the bad:
1. Andrew Jackson: Illiterate. A was vetrain that just wasn't meant to be president.
2. Teddy Roosevelt: (which is funny cause we share the same nickname)
3. Bush Jr.: Need I say more?
4. Van Buren: After seeing the movie Amistad I've lost all respect for that man.
5. Andrew Johnson: the crappy choice after Lincoln. You'd think the Republican party would pick another REPUBLICAN for vice president. Apprently they weren't that smart.
6. Grant: great war hero, awful president. Just because you can win a war doesn't mean you can run a country.
7. Trumen: Ended WWII, but he loses points for droping the atomic bombs.
Ok, I don't have a full top ten, more of a top seven.
Now, the good.
1. McKinley: Had the coolest assassination, but since I can't totally go by that he did great ecenomic stuff for the country and apprently he was also a pretty decent guy.
2. William Henry Harrison: He died in 30 days! I feel kinda bad for him. He got nothing done.
3. FDR: Got the country through not only the great depression but also WWII while fighting polio in a wheelchair, that's pretty damn awsome.
4. Clinton: Made June national Gay Pride Month in 2000. That alone is worthy of applause.
5. John Quiency Adams: He had to live up to his name. Which is sad. I feel bad for him.
6. JFK: also assassinated, started NASA, helped cival rights
7. Woodrow Wilson: He makes the list for finally giving women their right to vote!
8.Jefferson: He had the right idea on the road to democracy.
9. Nixon: Helped improve relations with the U.S.S.R. in China. He made a pretty big mistake but he did really good things, too. I feel really bad for the guy.
10. Lincoln: He might be 10 but at least he made the list. I suppose stopping slavery gives him a step up and being president all through the cival war, but at the same time I have to wonder if he was really that great and not just made that way because he abolished slavery and got assassinated not too long after.
Well, thats all for this week. Go free speech! I am not debating any of my reasons for liking or dislikeing these people and do not care how or why your top 10 are better. This is my opinion which will probably change through the course of my U.S. history class. Thank you, come again ^^.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Assassination and Gomamon
Ok, so what did I do today you ask. That is simple.
I watched a movie on presidential assassinations then watched Digimon the Movie.
I think I'm the only one person who can say that in a sentence and be totally serious.
The movie on presidential assassinations is better described as a documentary on the McKinley assassination. I've become a bit of a dork about presidential assassinations in general, but, as my apush teacher learned, i like McKinley's the most. Why you ask? Because it's so ironic! If you don;t realize who McKinley was he was an x-amount of presidents after Lincoln,
third to be assassinated (assassination is the word of the day, by the by). He was assassinated in the.. Science buliding of the 1901 worlds fair by anarchist Leon Czolgosz (who was Polish, can't tell you how to prounce the name). He died because he didn't have some weirdo fluid in his body. President Theodore Roosevelt followed him and as Mark Hanna most famously said, "Now that damn cowboy is president." I have to agree with Hanna. Roosevelt is in my top 10 most hated presidents, only behind Andrew Jackson. My favorite is McKinley (who did abosolutly nothing but get assassinated, may I add, but this shouldn't suprise anyone since my 2nd favorite President is William Henry Harrison who died 30 days in office)
Digimon the movie came from my want for childhood... I know.. sad. My favorite Digimon was Gomamon whom you can see on the right of your screen (the other picture is of McKinley). He is absolutly useless in the rookie level, mostly because his attack is called "Parade of fishes". If thats not a big hint that he's worthless I don't know what is.
Anyway, Simpson time! Bye!
I watched a movie on presidential assassinations then watched Digimon the Movie.
I think I'm the only one person who can say that in a sentence and be totally serious.
The movie on presidential assassinations is better described as a documentary on the McKinley assassination. I've become a bit of a dork about presidential assassinations in general, but, as my apush teacher learned, i like McKinley's the most. Why you ask? Because it's so ironic! If you don;t realize who McKinley was he was an x-amount of presidents after Lincoln,
third to be assassinated (assassination is the word of the day, by the by). He was assassinated in the.. Science buliding of the 1901 worlds fair by anarchist Leon Czolgosz (who was Polish, can't tell you how to prounce the name). He died because he didn't have some weirdo fluid in his body. President Theodore Roosevelt followed him and as Mark Hanna most famously said, "Now that damn cowboy is president." I have to agree with Hanna. Roosevelt is in my top 10 most hated presidents, only behind Andrew Jackson. My favorite is McKinley (who did abosolutly nothing but get assassinated, may I add, but this shouldn't suprise anyone since my 2nd favorite President is William Henry Harrison who died 30 days in office)
Digimon the movie came from my want for childhood... I know.. sad. My favorite Digimon was Gomamon whom you can see on the right of your screen (the other picture is of McKinley). He is absolutly useless in the rookie level, mostly because his attack is called "Parade of fishes". If thats not a big hint that he's worthless I don't know what is.
Anyway, Simpson time! Bye!
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Daylight Savings Hell
It's been a long week. Nothing seems to be coming out right. Words aren't flowing through my veins. It's almost as my articulation is dead today.
Usually I don't have to think when I write, just follow my instincts. But, I suppose double guessing myself can cause problems.
So, now I'm sitting here eating Cheetos. When the race is over I'll watch that dvd from Netflix.
I'm waiting for the election to be over so I can be with Tom. But, I'm afraid this will be the last weekend of freedom.
No more computer.
No more friends.
No more fun.
Just school.
Oh well, I suppose I was looking for less company yesterday, what's another week? Or month? Or semester?
We'll see, won't we?
Usually I don't have to think when I write, just follow my instincts. But, I suppose double guessing myself can cause problems.
So, now I'm sitting here eating Cheetos. When the race is over I'll watch that dvd from Netflix.
I'm waiting for the election to be over so I can be with Tom. But, I'm afraid this will be the last weekend of freedom.
No more computer.
No more friends.
No more fun.
Just school.
Oh well, I suppose I was looking for less company yesterday, what's another week? Or month? Or semester?
We'll see, won't we?
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